i nid to undergo an op.. but b4 tat, nid to go check up again.. if the result is positive, no nid op.. if its negative, op its a muz liao.. although i look happy, but i very scared de.. athough i told many ppl tat i will pull thru, actually i don noe if im telling the truth.. i will tell myself not to be scare.. but i oso dunnoe if im lying myself anot.. hai.. being a human is so diffcult..
i hope to eat as many lollipops as i can now.. if not if i really cannot pull thru the op, i cannot eat lollipop anymore ler.. so don care wat it is, i muz eat as many lollipop as possibe.. as much as i can.. =] see?? i juz smile.. means.. i will be happy although op is coming..
