tell me wad i heard is all not the truth !! i don wish to noe the truth if i would noe wads actually the truth is. i wish i could ignore those things i heard but i jus cant ignore so easily. cause i really love you ! i really do !! u don believe me, don trust me yet u still say u believe wad i told you. why did u lied to me ? why did u said u believe me when u don ? since u don believe me, jus tell me ! why must u act as if u understand ? can u jus tell me why ?! why must u lied to me by saying tat u believe all those things tat i told u ? i really love u. i do ! do u really love me ? do you ? many ppl say u don. they say tat u and "he" are together which u told u u two are not. i dunnoe who to believe. i choose to believe you at first. but many ppl told me tat u and "he" are together ar. not one ppl but is more than one. i really dunnoe who to believe. i want to believe you but from wad i heard from others is just a different story from urs. so how ? who to believe ? i really love you. if u dont, jus tell me. well, at least i will noe the fact !! *heart broken le* i really wish not to noe the fact. i jus feel like dying now. but wad i wish for is, before i die, i could jus see u once more. once will do. like tat, im content le. i will die wit peace liao. i love you ! jus tell me if u don love me. i jus wan to noe the fact. love or not, i will take it. at least u tell me the fact, i can noe whr in stand in ur heart or maybe not even in ur heart ! *sob* =(