i'm back home ! jus came back from lao gong hse. had a fun day at her hse. hee. ^^ tml going with her and yk they all. hmmm, early in the morning go watch movie. hahas. after tat go east coast park. hmmm, lao gong says"den me and you can hold hand go walk walk liao lerhs. no ppl can come disturb us. hahas" i reply"hahas. yeah. but seriously, i hope u are not the one i wish to be holding hands walking together and no ppl will disturb us. i hope will be 'her'. the 'her'. lao gong, i noe which 'her' right ?" lao gong den say"yarhs. the 'her' marhs. the one tat u placed first in your heart. the 'her' tat u always love. the 'her' tat you will nv forget. the 'her' tat can replace me the lao gong marhs ? 'she' is your everything marhs. she is jaclyn right ?" obviously i said YES ! hee . ^^ lao gong so understand me derhs. she know she i am refering to. she understands everything. lao gong know tat i will always love 'her', and i placed 'her' first in my heart and only 'she' can replaced lao gong and last, 'she' is my everything ! hee. well, lao gong tell me to treasure her ! and obviously i will ! i told lao gong to treasure her own lao gong. den she told me tat they jus quarrel. but i think they are ok now lerhs. so tml actually lao gong and her lao gong will be the one holding hands walking together and no one will disturb them. hmmm, she ps me ! hahas. den left me alone. don ever ask me to hold hand walk with leong yew or yong keong jus like wad lao gong tell me to do. totally a no no ! confirm cannot derhs. crazy ! i rather be alone lorhs. i don hope the one who i will hold hands with and walk together, will be them lorhs. i jus hope is 'you'. the 'you' tat me and lao gong refer to ! i noe tat tml wont happen derhs. i mean me and 'you' wont be holding hands walking together derhs. cause u don even noe tat i'm going east coast park tml. when u din noe, den why will there be chances for me and you holding hands walking together ? hais ! well, nvmd. hais. anyway, i wanna tell you something ! i love you. you are everything to me. no one can replace you. even my lao gong oso cant replace you ! i need you. i wish you wont leave me ! i cant afford to lose you ! stay by my side forever. till we grow old. will you ? i really need you !