well, i always got smth in my heart to tell you. but just don have the guts to say out to you. as i'm the one hurting you again and again. i'm sorry to have hurt you again and again. but, i still love you. maybe i'm too harsh that day or what. i'm just sorry.

i wrote on my msn PM: i miss you, do you ever know that ? i'll find a suitable time to tell you 'i loveyou'
hx PM: hhmm.. you never tell her. she won't know. tat good. but when?
wy: i dont dare to tell her. moreover, i'm the one hurting her. sunday. trust me. sunday !
hx: reply to wy :you must be brave. try not to hurting her . ok. i will trust you. sunday must.
wy: i'm so scare to tell her lorhhs. but yeahs, i wont hurt her again as i hurt her alot of times alr. =)
hx: why scare? there's nothing to scare about
wy: i dunno lehs. cause i hurt her alot of times alr. i scare she wont want accept me again.
hx: oh. but she will. trust me.
wy: yeahs, hope so. =)
hx: so sunday. okay ?
wy: yupp. sure.
hx: remember. must be brave. i support you !
wy: thanks ! =DD
hx: welcome

seriously, i dunno will she accept me once again. or we will just remain as friends. i will just pray hard that she will accept me. i love her. i really do. i'm so sorry to have hurt her. i'm really really sorry. well, i will just say out my feelings on sunday. i will tell her everying in my heart. i dont wish for more. if we relly just can remain as friends, i dont mind. as long as i say out everything in my heart and let her know, i'm alr content. =) and, thanks ppl, for supporting me. you guys know who you are without me mentioning your names. really, thanks lots !


alright. shall post bout other thing alr. hmm, only me and junjie are at home now. he is slping as he just came back from his chalet. guess he is tired alr. shall not disturb him. =) and, even bebe isnt at home now ! daddy and mummy bring her out. bring ehr to kallang bahru there to cut her hair. den they also went to visit grandma. and also go see shops. cause mummy want rent shop to sell things. organic and vegeterian food i guess. hope she can find one bahs. =) tonight going to have dinner. dunno wad kinda of dinner is that. but, all i know is i will see my sis bahs. yeahs, hope so. hope she will go bahs ! long time since we last met alr lorhhs. and, think will also see other cousins too bahs. and, its time for me to anti-social alr. we seldom talk luhs. so will find them like strangers like that. =x aiya, just hope we will chat happily later and not anti-social and so silent that type. hahas. see you guys later ! =DD