COMPLICATED MINDSET !
i've got no idea what shld i do now.
i'm so confused
fcuuking confused now !
recently i become so emotional
crying out loud when i smiply see someone crying
laughing out loud when i see someone laughing
you may think i'm crazy
i'm not !
neither will i be
"emotional" is the word to descirbe me for the time being
exams are coming yet i've got no sense of urgency
my god !
why are my feelings are gone crazy ?!
i'm so emotional !
i may see happy go lucky
BUT,
i can be weak in inner heart !
feelings just come and go as what they want
seeing you just make me fall in love with you more deeper
i wish the feelings will just go and shoo !
i just wish to forget you
forget you is what i want to do now
maybe,
seeing another person,
will make me fall in love with that person
and maybe it will help me in forgetting you completely
i may sound flirt
but maybe this is the only chance to forget you
or as what ppl say
"time will heal"
i dont really believe in that fcuking sentence
time will only make me fall in love with you deeper
but well,
trust me,
i will try my very best to forget you asap
maybe give me a month or so ?
i will
trust me
and,
i will stop doing stupid things to make you fall in love with me
will stop harassing you
i'm feeling so emotional now
yes, right now !
alright i shall just end here now !
FCUK OFF