why the fcuk do i still go visiting your blog everyday to check your blog entry
and wonder how are you doing right now
i know you cant forget him
and why the fcuk am i still doing this ?!
and why the fcuk do i still want to know :
how are you doing ?
are you doing fine ?
is everything fine for you right now,
your school things, your friendships and your everything.
and even,
have you eaten ?
why do i miss you so badly right now ?
i'm trying hard to find ways to talk to you whenever i can
finding excuses to talk to you
finding excuses to try to extend our conversation
i wanted to text you whenever i miss you
but i just dont have the courage to text you
i'm fear to hurt you once again
whenever your blog entries say that you are close with this person or that person,
i've got a sour feeling in my heart
i'm fcuking jealous, do you know that ?
i doubt you dont
no one knows !
i miss you
and i do
i dont used to cherish you,
not treasuring you when you are by my side,
hurting you again, again and again
and apologise to you again and again
but so ?
i do stil hurt you
i miss your everyday messages
i used to say its annoying to receive your messages everyday
but now,
i do miss your messages !
every mornings,
your morning messages (good morning)
every afternoons,
your afternoon messages (have you eaten)
every nights,
your night messages (good night)
i miss your voice !
i miss you !
'baby' is what i called you last time
i miss calling you this
'girl' is what you called me last time
and yes again,
i miss the way you call me
memories had been flashing in my mind again and again everytime
i hope i had took pics with you last time
so that i can still see you
i know im foolish to think this way
keeping photos are just a way to get more sad
but i just wish that i can see you
thats all
if only there's a time machine for me to turn back the time
i promise,
i will cherish you !
i know,
there wont be chance for us to start all over again
i know it
in your heart,
i know,
there's still him
is there really something call time machine ?!
i want to hold your hand once again
and if i still have a chance,
i hope i can hug you tight and never let you go again
i wish you are here by my side again whenever i need someone there for me
i wish i will be there by your side again whenever you need someone there for you
i promise,
i will be there for you whenever you need me
i'm willing to be your guardian angel
just the angel guiding you when you need someone
maybe just the angel that will be with you
and distance is just the concern
i had been doing stuffs for the past few days though i'm sick
i had wrote a song for you
i've got the tune and lyrics alr
but just that,
i havent get the guitar chords yet
i'm still doing on it
i hope i can sing to you one day
but will that day come ?
"baby, you're so beautiful
baby, i love you
baby, i'll be waiting for you
baby, be my baby
in the day, i'll think of you
in the night, i'll dream of you
in my heart, there's always you
and in my mind, it's full of you
i love you, i love you
baby, just be my baby
be my girlfriend, you're the only one that i care
be my girlfriend, you're the only one i love
be my girlfriend, you're the only one that i craved for
be my girlfriend ohh ohh, i'll love you till the end
be my girlfriend, baby,
will you be my girlfriend ?"
i working on another song lyrics right now
i will work on the chords when another song of lyrics is done
you should know i'm refering to you, right ?
Labels: i'm foolish, arent i ?
