shall just roughly talk bout tdy
went to nic hse for teachers day audition rehersal
had lots of fun tdy can !
took lots of pics
all of us went crazy tdy
haha
after that,
went dinner with nabilah and miue,
then took bus home with nabilah
just reached home

btw,
pics of ytd and tdy wont be uploaded here
too much to update
will upload in my friendster instead
view my friendster if you want to see the pics
http://www.friendster.com/reneelowwy
thank you
pics will only be uploaded there when i got everything
view it only on monday i hope

saw you on the street tdy

when i'm waiting for friends

thought of going up towards you and say a hi to you

but i hestitate

hiding myself from letting you seeing me

i dont wish you to see me

i dont wish to let you think of our past anymore

and seeing you cry anymore

it just hurts me whenever i see you crying

in the past,

now and future too

instead of going up, i sat there quietly

seeing you drifting from me

all i can see is you leaving me,

all i can see is your back

last time when we used to depart,

at least you would turn back and say a bye to me

and smile,

then walked off

but now,

everything changes

at that moment of time,

i realised that i'm so lost

and felt that i'm such a coward

i could just stand up,

shouted your name,

wave to you and say a hi

but i dint

i saw you were walking with your friend

and chatting happily

and i guess,

thats the reason for me not going towards you

and say a hi

or is it an excuse for myself for not going towards ?

excuse instead of reason,

or its just purely a reason ?

i knew,

i dont have the courage to do so

i dont want to interrupt your friend and you

of course,

i dont want to interrupt into your life too

that is then i realise that,

i should let you go

then,

i know that

letting go someone is part of loving someone too

you left me with lots of memories,

lots of your smile,

your hugs

and your kisses

i wil forget those bad memories

and instead,

rmb those happy ones

and yes,

"letting go someone is part of loving someone too"

goodbye, my love

shall end here alr
goodbye !