i think i saw her on the street tdy. we 擦身而过 at the bus stop. its a fast action yeah but i'm sure thats you. i dont think you see me or realise that its me. but upon knowing its you, i turn back and wanted to say hello. but know what, you are gone. at that moment of time, i felt helpless. dont ask me why. i was thinking, if i can realise thats you earlier, i might have a chance to say hello to you. looking back to spot you again but still i cant, i felt as though i'm a kid losing the way and i'm finding you to acc to walk down the road. do you know that kinda feeling? its totally "lost" feeling. wanted to stop spotting you and carry on the conv with my friends, but i cant. i'm afraid, if i carry on the conv with my friends, you might just turn up again. the feeling is so weird. 那种感觉是无法说出来的, 好难形容！
was out with saylee, sandy and nabilah. supposedly, there is more. due to some reasons, they dint turn up. saylee meet me at my viod deck at ard 11am and off we go to meet sandy. reached downtown, had out breakfast cum lunch. went to ehub to get our tickets. after that, nabilah came. we had confession of shopaholic at 1515 cause nablah cant make it in time for the 1pm one. so, during the 2 hours of time gap, we went to acrade. caught a soft toy for myself(: play and play and off we went for the movie. at first, i thought the movie wasnt nice and think that its a gay show. but upon watching it, i think its quite a nice show to catch. thanks god i dint miss it(: after the show which is ard 1715, we went to 85 market to have our dinner. that bus 17 is freaking packed!! so we decided to catch the nx one. while waiting, we dont feel like going 85 anymore. and decided to go other place to have our dinner. actually, we cant decide lah. so sandy suggested if 17 come first, wwe shall go 85. but if other buses comr first, we shall go to the pace she suggested. and guess what, 17 came then -.- so, ended up, we are still going 85. after dinner, saylee 17-ed home, nabilah 18-ed home. sandy and i 228-ed home. homed, watch tv. and know what, i'm so tired and sleepy that i fall asleep while watching tv when i'm still not bathed yet! but well, i woke up and bathe lah. bathed, catch the tv show again.

i'm very very very tired leh. slept the night before like 5am plus. was tossing ard on the bed for almost 3 hours then finally, i'm asleep. ard 7am, a kuku person keep ringing me and i'm damn flare up. finally, i can get to sleep eh. but only for 2 hours ! tskkkkk. wanted to off my phone but afraid that sandy cant contact me later on to wake me up. so, that person called, i picked up. called, i pick up for 3 times. so irritating lah. hope i can scold him right on the line but still, i cant ): so yeah, being disturbed by those calls. what a difficult sleep i got. tskkkk!

to that zen, if you happen to see this post, now i'm telling you, stop bully han lili. she isnt good to be bullied at. once you bully her, you'll get into deep trouble. dont ever try bullying her cause i can seriously tell you, you will get into deep shit. if you dont wish to end up in the rubbish bin, stop everything you are doing now to her. and, you had provoked me by scolding me vuglar in her blog. i can tell you, you cant scold me vulgar for nth! you got no right to do that either you got the right to bully lili. moreover, she is your senior. i'm provoked by every single thing you do, every single word you say, everything single word you type in your post as well as replying the tags. telling you beforehand, there is no use apologising anyway if you intend to do it. watch out, zen. i will be in school looking for you any day, any time(: smile to me and welcome me(:

i'm homed the whole day tdy. packing my room occupy the whole afternoon. and finally, the room and neat and tidy alr and mum is not going to nag alr. i think, this will only last for a week or less and here goes mum nagging again. =/ dint have dinner tdy cause i dont feel like eating and i'm hungry now. i'm craving for a big mac now. hahahha(:

and lastly, happy birthday daddyyyyyyyyyyyy!

okay, ending this post now. goodbye people!
i called this weird person ytd. both her phones were off. i'm neither flare up or fasturated. but instead, i'm kinda worried. cause very seldom, she will off both of her phones. i called her hse to look for her. thanks god, she is at home. i kinda scolded her on the phone for not on-ing her phones. thats not on purpose yah. and well, why do i feel this way?

why do these two things (those mentioned in white)happening on the same day and just 2 mins after the first one happen? i cant even find enough to sort out everything and here comes the second one. and now, so many things are running through my mind. tell me, what is what now. i cant sort everything out and i'm afraid to hurt the one that dote me the most, that care for me the most whom is that weird person i referred to earlier on. i'm confused now, i'm in dilemma now, i'm helpless now and i'm toatlly useless. i cant even sort out such a easy task. i'm useless, totally useless.