today was simon's last day of wake. i dint attend it. i wasnt able to. i got school and i got test. i'm sorry, simon! ):
contacted with sandy and bro. they told me things bout simon during the wake. i burst out in tears in school tdy. i cant take it anymore. i cant take in the truth that he has gone. i cant
my bro told me lots of things of him when i reached home. i burst out in tears again. and now, i'm posting this post and here i am, weeping again. i'm sorry, simon! i cant take myself to stop crying.
i cant call him back. mum told me its forbidden cause he will leave this world sadly and also with regrets. all i can say is, simon, take good care of yourself. watch over us and goodbye. i promise, i wont cry that easily alr. i will hold on to it and wont let you see i'm crying. 一路顺风!
thanks cass and gangs for comforting me. thanks so much. i appreciate it really much!
had enterprise UT tdy. was still okay. things keep running through my mind. i cant really focue. but still, i pull through. everything ended ard 5pm. headed off to LTW4A for the CE talk tgt with girlfriend, cass and tang weilin. after not long, shumei headed to meet us. talk and talk, talk ended ard 6pm. dad came and drove me home. sorry guys, for ps-ing you all!
tmr is math UT which i got the most confident. hope i can do well and not to think other things again. got to study for the one last time for math UT which is regarding excel. one last time and i think, i will get used to the excel.
hols are drawing near and yet simon and i cant meet up. friend, i promise, when my hols come, i will visit you. i will go(:
anyway, this coming thurs is gf and i's one monthsary. time flies uh. so fast, one month alr. and know what, thurs is programming UT. super great lah. so confident in scoring in that. aint that great? two good things just happened in a day. heehee.
friday is calvin's bday. clbrating it with sec sch mates. just treat it as chong xi? well, i hope so!
alright, its a super long post alr. i going to watch my tv now and then excel! alright, byebye!
