sorry people for the late replying of tags and not blogging for so many days. my beloved aunt had passed away on saturday, 18 July, 4.55pm.
this particular day, zac and i were at home watching tv whereas louis was working. mum went hospital to fetch dad home. mum and dad received a phone call while waiting for the cab. then, small aunt called and asked them to faster go another aunt hse which is the one who passed away because, she cannot make it alr. without coming home, they rushed to her hse. this is what i heard from mum lah. it was ard 1pm plus. then, ard 3 plus, dad called and asked me and zac to faster rushed down the hse. without thinking anything, we changed and off we go. we dint even comb our hair properly. when we rushed down, both of us headed to the bed. we called her. the moment i see her sufferring and i called her, i cried. zac stil hang on there. we told her that we are here and tell her to relax herself and go in peace. then, we chant for her. most of the relatives were there. we ask her if she want to see grandma who is her mum, she cant even speak! then, dad told her to blink her eyes if she want. and yes, she blinked her eyes. uncle took out the breathing aid of hers to let her not suffer anymore. after awhile, we headed down to eat smth as most of us have not eaten. halfway through when we were eating, dad called and asked us to faster come back. all of us run and run. when we are almost reaching the lift, dad called again, saying that she had gone. i dont believe it. when we reached the hse, i went to see the machine beside her. it is off alr. then, i know, she is gone. we chant and chant till ard 7plus and headed home and bathe. then, ard 10 plus, we headed to her hse again. we continue chanting till 12plus and headed home for a rest. louis, zac and cousin nick dint go back. they stayed over. they chant till the nx day ard 6, 7plus without stopping. heard from the shifu, this is to let her rest in peace.
sunday, the first day of funeral. dad, mum and me headed to her hse ard 10plus. aunt was sent to hospital for make up and blah. everything started ard 12plus. we chant again. smth like opening of funeral. then, we walked ard the coffin 3 rounds. we cried again. really cant take it. we told her to rest in peace and slowly walk. blah blah. ard 7 in the night, we started chanting again for 1-2 hours i think. we chatted till ard 2plus and headed home alr for rest.
monday, second day of the funeral. we headed there ard 4 in the evening as there is ppl over there alr and there isnt a need for so much ppl to be there in the morning and afternoon. had dinner there. ard 8 in the night, we chant again for ard 2 hours. we went home ard 2 plus too.
the routine happens again on tues. just that, we dint head home alr. we stay overnight there as it is the last night of the funeral. the girls cousin who is, sis, catherine, yuncui and me chatted non stop. then, the guys, who is wenzhang, louis, zac, ah bee kor kor and nick chatted non stop too. yuncui went home ard 2 or 3 or 4 am plus i think. i dont rmb. she walked home as her hse is quite near. then ard 5am, me, small aunt, catherine, third aunt, dad and mum went upstairs to have a nap. catherine, small aunt and me slept that the passed away aunt bed. at first we were scared but sine small aunt is there, we are not scared. ard 10.30am, we woke up and get ready to go down. received a msg from yuncui. blah. everything started at ard 11plus i think. we chant at the funeral alr, then headed to her hse to chant again. then, headed back to funeral, hcat again. after that, we went to see aunt for the last time. we cried and cried. and then, the coffin was closed alr. we walked a distance then board the bus and off the mandai to cremante aunt. reached there, have a short chant again. by then, all of us cried again after cooling down in the bus. then, we headed to the viewing hall whereby can kinda withness the cremanting process. when the thing started, all of us shouted aunt to faster run. dad says this is to prevent her from burning herself. we shouted very very loud. while crying, we shouted. damn loud. all of us are having sore thoart now. and our voices had changed. and then, aunt is gone. we cried non stop. then, we headed back to the temple and the shifu chant again. blah and headed back to the place where the funeral is held. then, had lunch. it was ard 3 or 4pm plus alr. after that, headed home. took a bath and then, slp.
ard 5.30pm i slp and i woke up ard 12pm the nx day which is tdy lah.
anyway, aunt's sons are still so small. the eldest is just 10 years old and the youngest is 9 years old. aunt, you must bless them.
aunt is gone. things happen so sudden everytime. aunt is just 47 years old. her cancer replased 4 years ago. everything seem to be fine actually when new cancer had been discovered in her body. many cancer cells are in her body. her intestine, stomach, ovarian and many more. and now, she is not suffering anymore. she had gone, gone to another world whereby she does not need to suffer. aunt, rest in peace. takecare, my aunt.
i'm getting emotional now. alright, goodbye peeps. and sorry for the long post.
