Now I realised, I wasn't strong enough to allow others to have you.
I don't have the courage to allow you to belong to others.

Always hearing you saying this and that about this and that person irks me.
All I want to do is to cheer you up when you are down.
All I want to do is to let you know that at least there is still me.

You smoke, you drink.
All these actions of yours make me worried.

Most importantly, I don't have the guts (not even a little) to tell you "I love you"/
I'm so afraid that you might just think that I'm joking.
Still, I'm serious!
Also, I don't think you know all these feelings of mine because you know, all along I'm joking and fooling around.

This time round, everything is serious.

I'm also sorry for the attitude I had given you.
This is because; I'm too worried for you.