had pause all those convos in msn
because,
suddenly i got the urge to blog
though my mind is blank now, still got the urge
okay, rubbish

on the phone with a werd person ytd,
found out many dirty little secrets uhhhhhh(:
but those all just memories that we shld rmb
not turning back anymore
though its abit 遗憾.
but well, move on
now, each of us having our own life
enjoying our own life
i wish you good, you wish me good too(:
and, after hearing you saying all those things,
i feel that i had neglect you,
really really alot
i'm sorry uh
will try my best to make up for everything alrighttttttttttt :D

suddenly, got so much things i want to say
but who can i turn to ?
suddenly, all the emotions are coming out
i dont know why
if few years ago, everything was in our control,
things wont be the same now
and now, we wont be the us now
and now, i wont be reflecting on myself so much
and now, i wouldnt have hurt so much ppl
and now, there is so many "and now" that i couldnt say out
and there is so many "if" zooming past my mind
i got lots and lots of things to say out
but who can i talk to ?
who can i trust ?

okay, whatever,
i know, i shldnt be thinking this thing now
i must be crazy to think this matter now
cause what matter most is another matter which i shld seriously think of
oh my,
so many things are flashing in my mind now
i'm confused (not relating to the thing above anymore)
what shld i do ?
godddddddddddddddddddddddddd,
help me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

okay, i must re-adjust my emotion now
and then, resume those convos in msn
give me a min or maybe two to re-adjust alright

i'm off now
goodbye ppl(:
and thanks for reading all these kinda rubbish in my post now(: