okay, i shall change the format of my post for this post. there wont be as many as "enter" like previous posts. this time round, everything will be in a chunk. reason being, sometimes, we need to keep changing to improve. okay, this is bullshit(:
i just typed a whole chunk of things and just deleted them. the urge of typing those things is like so sudden. but after typing it, i think i shld just delete it. those things cant be shown to everyone. ahhhh, what a dilemma mind i have. sorry ppl. mind my rubbish cum bullshit bah. thank you(:
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我答应我自己不要再为你掉眼泪，不再为你哭。如果，我再为你掉类，我再也不是我，再也不是刘微儀。okay, whatever it is, 我，刘微儀， 再也不去想你。thinking of the past we had, i think i got mesmerise by you. but now, i had thought it through thoroughly. i'm so foolish to listen to all your explanation that always weaken myself. and now, sorry to you. GAME OVER ! :D
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i went out tdy to meet cousin staisy. meet up with her at orhard. and went to shaw building and blah blah. and headed home alone. otw home, i was simply staring in the daze thinking lots of things. things just flashed through my mind when i'm alone. alighted at city hall and took west east line. at city hall. i grabbed a seat at the platform. dint board the few trains. reason is not because the train is packed. just that i want to be alone and sort out things. one by one, i watched the trains go off. and then, the other one. unknowingly, i had spend there for a long period. and when reached eunos, i cant go out of the station. i think, i really spend quite a long time at city hall seeing the trains one by one go off bah. =/ ended up, got to seek help from the ppl from control station. and he asked me why i spend so much of my time there. well, i just told them i waiting for friend but ended up, she is not coming. obviously, they take in my story(: went to eunos niwa sushi to packet dinner home. bought zac's share too. then 60-ed home.
chatted with cousin bout voluntary work. i got the urge to do voluntary work. not in SPCA please. dont ask me why. maybe orphanage will do. or perhaps old folks home. i think i shldnt rot at home and shld do smth useful. anyone interested in voluntar work ? you can msn me, text me or call me(:
mum had left spore tdy, went to nepal. she's coming back on friday night. which means, i'm having packet food for 5 days. omg, i cant imagine that. bros and i dint send mum off tdy cause its too early and mum say there isnt a need since there is dad. so, this friday, it is a must for me and siblings to receive her flight. i think cousin staisy and jaymas going too(: i miss jaymas so much lah. this coming tuesday might be going out with cousin staisy to swim. still unsure with the location. yew tee, jurong or aljunied ? hmm, still considering(:
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ahhhh, i got so much things to say. but i got no idea how shld i start off with. falling in love with someone is so easy for me in the past. i guess the reason is because, i got no idea what the real love is. and i dont treasure anyone in the past before. but now, suddenly i got a weird feeling for this weird person. everything just come so sudden. whenever we chat, we talk bout other stuffs such as the past. you were pushing me to her love. (you shld know who am i refering to) i got flare up. few years back, i got this feelings too with your "rival". i'm sure, the feeling is the same. there are so much things that i cant say. so much feelings that cant be spoken. so much facts that cant be reveal. i'm tired of this kinda feeling. it is like as if we are in the dark r/s. it is so toturing. i cant say out everything i want loudly. ahhhhh, forget what i have just type. i just feel as though i'm a dumb alright.
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there is still so much stuffs i want to say. but how shall i start ? ahhhhh, these few days, i'm feeling so dilemma and helpless. what to do ? i want to go to place where i can vent out everything. all i can think of is kbox where i can sing out loud like no ppl business and sing with lots and lots of emotion. who wna go kbox with me ?
okay, shall stop all chunks of things alr. i going to watch soccer now(:
