i found out, blogging with chunks and chunks is better than blogging with "enter" and "enter". hahas. okay, suppose ytd night going out to kbox. but due to some reasons, it was CANCELLED ! okay, forget it. shall not talk bout it anymore.

meet up with cousin staisy, cousin sharon and nephew jaymas early in the morning ytd with younger bro zac. meet all the way at boon lay. or destination for the day is jurong bird park(: it was a last min decision to go there. reached, had lots of fun. lots of pictures taken too. the person who enjoy the most is jaymas i guess. hahas. he was "yay-ing" and clapping all the way. i think the best part of jurong bird park is the lory loft. because of the shit or the urine ? okay, whatever uh. the shaking bridge is kinda scary but yet, fun ! okay, anyway, ytd trip is really fun !! left bird park ard 3 plus and headed to jurong pt mall. had lunch cum dinner there and walk walk ard. after that, headed off. mrt-ed back bedok whereas cousins, nephew and bro alighted at jurong east then back to woodlands. bro meet up with cousin jiakang to have a hair cut. so, i mrt-ed back home alone. took a nap of course but dint miss my stop. thanks god(: reached home ard 6 plus, had a bath and then went to sleep ard 8pm. was really tiring. imagine you wake up at 6 in the morning and keep walking for the whole trip for like hours.

(since there is so much saying bout this part of my post ealier on, i shall just make it shown to EVERYONE then. first of all for not showing it out to everyone is because i do not want EVERYONE to see it. i just want those who are involved to see this only. but since things had gotten into this, i shall just make it completely seen for EVERYONE.) (for ppl who dont know what is happening, this part of the post, i mean the "i'm not.. .. is my heart' is hidden just now.)
i'm not satisfied with your attitude. saying that i dont care for ppl thoughts, saying that i dont give in to others. so, are you saying that i'm unreasonable uh ? why must i give in to others when none of them give in to me. and why must i go somewhere that it really totures me ? why must i give in ? why not they give in to me and go somewhere that it really totures them ? may i ask, really is i'm the one who got problem (like what you said) ? i asked you guys out like for so long alr. and none of you guys give me a reply. and some, not even replying my msg. until i keep asking whether you guys are going and you eventually told me to go somewhere i dont like. like wtf can ! seriously, its so wtf. until that day, some dint even reply my msgs i send out days ago. dont you find it stupid when you sent out msgs and dint get a reply after days ago. i called and no one pick up alright ! common sense please. even if you are busy, but no matter how busy you are, you will still get to see the miss call or msgs. and then, you will give me back a text or call yah. but think, did you ever do that ? why dont you put yourself into my shoes and think bout it. yeah, carry saying that i dont care for ppl thoughts and yes, carry persuading me to give in. why dont you spend the time saying these to them ? people, if you guys dont want to go, tell me str8 lah. for what you ignore my texts and calls. and for what you say "see first, tmr give you an ans" when you dont even tell me an ans the nx day. and dont tell me "you want go then go lor. you want cancel then cancel go lor" dont give me this kinda stupid replies ! its stupid i can tell you. whether going or cancel, does it really matters to you ? when i say i want go, is there anyone going ? when i say cancel, all of you guys must be so happy to have a champange beside you guys alr. once again, i feel as though i'm a dumb. after everything, i meant, after a day, you msg me saying dont angry bout this matter. hey, i ask you. whats the point of asking me not to be angry bout it when everything is over and when you are siding them ? whats the use ? does it matter to you whether i'm angry or i'm not ? i do not wish to fret and think bout this matter anymore. but whenever, i think of the attitude you used towards me, telling me to give in because i dont give in to anyone before and saying i dont care for ppl thoughts, it makes me get angry, once again. you shld know, i dont give in to ppl, no matter who the person is. this then prove that you dont really understand me well. moreover, giving in to a place where i hate the most and where it will toture me. doesnt it make me more dumb if i give in ? to me, those msgs from you are so nasty, you might not know its nasty cause maybe the way you type msgs are like that. okay, whatever it is, i dont wish to carry on typing this matter again. it will just make me du lan again when on the other hand, you know nothing. what hurts the most is my heart.

waked up at ard 2 tdy. okay, i sleep for like 18 hours ?! okay, thats alot. haha. =/ went down to get my lunch. it was raining and none of those ppl who were out are holding an umbrella. anyway, i did ! reason being, i dont want to be wet(: its just weird for me to see everyone not having an umbrella when it is raining so heavily and i meant its really heavily. everyone was like looking at me holding an umbrella. ppl are so weird tdy. hahas. whats wrong with me holding an umbrella in the rain ? its not as if its a sunny day. until when i walked back home with my lunch, i saw a few holding umbrellas. until then, i know that i'm okay and not weird with an umbrella. haha. ppl nowadays are so lazy that even having an umbrella when its raining. even those old ladies whom is so traditional (i presume all old ladies are) also not having umbrella with them. and maids dint have umbrella with them too. lazy is all i can describe bout them(:

i'm still not feeling hungry at all. think i'm not having my dinner tdy again. but i guess, i will get hungry at ard 9 or 10 plus. i think, its definately. haha. =/ will see how it goes later on at the night and see where shld i can my so called dinner at that timing. cause ard 9 or 10 plus, the coffee shops near my hse, i meant the stalls at the coffee shops will be closed.

swimming tmrrrrrrrrrrrrr(: at aljunied, ivy auntie hse. great. jaymas will be there too !! cousin staisy and sharon too. brother zac joining too. because of zac, we will be meeting at 3 at aljunied mrt. because, zac got school. so meaning, after his school, then we can meet cousins and nephew.

okay, i'm ending now. i'm going to watch my teeveeeeeeeee show now(: and plus, my laptop batt is dying soon. goodbye people.